Life has turned upside down for us these past few days. We are in Salt Lake City and up at all odd hours of the night. Also, it seems like I am allergic to Utah air and am heavily dosed with Allegra (which makes me sleep every time there's a dull moment). And I miss my dog...
Losing a loved one is never pleasant. This visit did not have a happy beginning nor will it have a happy ending. But I will be grateful that I had the chance to see loved ones. And as hard as this Easter has been for all of us, I believe it is very fitting. Knowing Christ and knowing there is a better life awaiting us after death is what helps us through these times.
But I'm still having a difficult time. All I want to ask is why? Why her? Why now? And I know I have no right to question God and His plan, but I do. I try to take comfort in the fact that He knows a lot more than me, so His plan is going to be a lot more better than mine. It still hurts.
Maybe I'll post more at a later date.
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
