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Life sucks right now.

I think I pissed my mom off because she took one of my rants a little too personally.

I said I want to move to Africa today.  I think what I meant by that is I want to be in a community where we all work towards the well-being of the people and not the well-being of one.  But socialism doesn't work.  And the rich getting richer while inflation continues and the poor remain poor, that doesn't work either.  I just want to do away with the corruption.  Why does money bring out the bad in everyone?

The USU Parking Authority has decided to announce that someone got a citation under my account.  They froze my accounts with USU since I've had 60 days to pay it.  Only problem is I didn't find out about until last week.  And apparently it's my fault that I don't know about it since I loan my car out to the wrong people.  So, does that mean the joke's on them if I've never lent my car out to anyone?  And then they tell me that the mystery man who got the ticket tried to pay it the next day but was denied due to illegal use of my permit.  Problem is, no one knows who the mystery man who got the ticket and tried to pay for it is.  My husband's accounted for because he never received a citation to go pay and furthermore, was at work when this mystery man went to pay the citation.

I'm sick of going to school.  And since Utah State really enjoys screwing with me, I have no kind feelings for the institution right now.

I pretty much have no kind feelings for anything Utah right now.  And if you're someone who takes everything literally and a bit too seriously, then I'm happy to piss you off.

I'm pretty sure a lot of people right now think I'm some lazy bum who's trying to lie her way out of a ticket right now.  And the fact that I have done nothing to deserve these judgments just makes me even more pissed off.  But I think I can totally agree with the lazy bum some days, everyone needs to be a lazy bum once in a while.

Overall, today has been a horrible day.  On a brighter note, tomorrow is a new day.  A day that will hopefully have sunshine.  A new day to allow my thoughts to start afresh.  To not be in the hating mood that I am in.  Here's hoping.

I think I just want to get away from it all...

Luck Gone Wrong

So...  Saturday was probably one of my days where I hate being so dang lucky.  It was a day for bad luck and lots of it came my way that day.

First off, I wanted to spend the morning cleaning up my home since I never have time for it anyways.  I was doing the laundry.  And then the dryer broke down.  So, I had to spend my time trying to figure out what's wrong with it.  We still don't know what's wrong with it, but we're guessing it has to do with the motor since the belts are still intact.  My step-dad's going to look at it eventually.  But what'll probably happen is we'll have to buy a new used dryer to replace ours.

And then...  We were planning on going down to Salt Lake right after Jared got off of work.  Well, the dryer stalled us for a bit.  But then we were ready.  We get in the car.  And me being an idiot; somehow, I manage to pull the rear-view mirror off of the windshield.  Yeah, I was mad.  Super-glue wouldn't work.  And since it's illegal to drive without the mirror and knowing how lucky I am, I was not risking the drive without that mirror.  So, we had to go to Autozone and spend a half hour attaching the mirror back to the windshield.

We finally arrived in Salt Lake a lot later than expected.  But that wasn't going to bring us down.  Until the stupid check engine light came on.  Ugh...  What else could go wrong?  I'm assuming that my car is doing the usual and nothing too serious.

Is it bad for me to want new things and not old things?  I know I should count my blessings and be grateful for what I have.  But sometimes, I feel like I'm barely moving an inch forward while the rest of the world throughs me back two feet.