So, they found my brother last week. And, the very-much-expected-but-you-still-hope-to-not-hear-it news is he failed his drug test. So, I don't know what's going to happen to him. I was really hoping he would choose to stay sober and drug-free this time around. But, that's my wish for him, and all that really matters is what he wants to do... He'll be eighteen in three and a half months. I hope he finds his way before then. I don't want to have a brother in and out of prison. But as people say: once an addict, always an addict. The most difficult path is the sober one.
I miss you Matthew.